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Apr. 22nd, 2007 08:04 amThere are two things that are the absolute high and low of the convention. And they concern one person. Inkognitoh.
She hates me. I can live with that. I certainly don't hate her. She's fun of fun and taking a great delight in the convention. And that's the high point. There is nothing about this convention that pleases me more than that she is here, because I was afraid that she missed the wonderful UnConvention last year because I turned up, and I wouldn't want anyone to deny themselves a pleasure because of me.
But I haven't been able to reconcile with her, or even to agree to disagree or something. She doesn't want me to respond to her in any way whatsoever. How can I respect that and still have anything like a workable relationship?
Last night at trivia the support team were all in uniform t-shirts, and folk were taking photographs of us. Including Inko, and I'm pretty sure that she was aiming off to one side to exclude me from the shot. ***sigh***
All the more bitter because she gave the absolute best possible quote of the convention: "I just love this - all of my imaginary friends are real!"
I guess the two things balance.
Having a wonderful time here. Too busy to give details, but I didn't get to bed until about twoish this morning. Have to be gone at oh-dark-early tomorrow, so I didn't drink the sun up, but oh, am I having fun!
She hates me. I can live with that. I certainly don't hate her. She's fun of fun and taking a great delight in the convention. And that's the high point. There is nothing about this convention that pleases me more than that she is here, because I was afraid that she missed the wonderful UnConvention last year because I turned up, and I wouldn't want anyone to deny themselves a pleasure because of me.
But I haven't been able to reconcile with her, or even to agree to disagree or something. She doesn't want me to respond to her in any way whatsoever. How can I respect that and still have anything like a workable relationship?
Last night at trivia the support team were all in uniform t-shirts, and folk were taking photographs of us. Including Inko, and I'm pretty sure that she was aiming off to one side to exclude me from the shot. ***sigh***
All the more bitter because she gave the absolute best possible quote of the convention: "I just love this - all of my imaginary friends are real!"
I guess the two things balance.
Having a wonderful time here. Too busy to give details, but I didn't get to bed until about twoish this morning. Have to be gone at oh-dark-early tomorrow, so I didn't drink the sun up, but oh, am I having fun!
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Date: 2007-04-22 07:26 pm (UTC)From reading your LJ postings, I like you very much and was disappointed I couldn't come and meet you in London last week. Still, I'm sure there'll be another opportunity at some point!